I know its stupid and it shouldn't hurt like this. I don't know why it does or why I can't help it. It sucks. I am sitting here crying because you said happy birthday to her and you supposedly made plans with my best friend to surprise me on my birthday and you ditched just like you always do. That's all I wanted for my birthday; you. I miss you. Maybe Christmas..
I can't believe its been a year already. This sucks. Everyone asks me who I am "with" or "talking to" and I just can't be happy with anyone else. I will find some monumental flaw that makes them completely unavailable to me.
Dear Little Boge[My Kitten]
I can tell you don't like it when I cry. I would give you permission to scratch him when he comes over, but I know he won't so don't bother looking forward to it. Learn from what I can't learn myself.
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