Soo Funny

Hey, give me a break I haven't slept yet broo <3

June Twenty-Seventh.

Right now, chillin' with my friend's 100 year old grandmother nbd. :D

Tomorrow: I get to meet my friend's half sister and while I'm not home MY SISTER IS MOVING OUT o.0 AND I GET THE BASEMENT BEDROOOOOMM :):):):):):)

By Friday I kinda think I should leave my friends house. :P

By Saturday I will have my rooom <3

20 Fun Facts!

1. My favorite color is purple.
2. I love you.
3. You're beautiful.
4. I need a job.
5. My middle name is Nicole.
6. I am such a typical teenager.
7. I deal with a lot.
8. I tolerate certain people a lot more than I should.
9. In the next few days I am moving into the room in the basement and I lie every time someone asks me why.
10. I am watching Who'es line is it anyway?
11. My favorite movie is Whip It.
12. I like to think that I don't ''like'' anyone.
13. I want a krabby patty.
14. I am in love with eyes. They are beautiful.
15. You are beautiful. <3
16. I am repeating facts ;)
17. When my sister moves out she it taking my cat and I am horrified something bad will happen but I won't say anything because that means that I get a new kitten.....
18. I hate some people and I don't even know why.
19. Some people I love and I don't know why. I have so many reasons to hate them.
20. Its almost 1 a.m. and all I can think about is him, of course.

Bonus:

It doesn't matter that it is one a.m. I think about him always; all day; all night; in my happiest moment; and in my darkest hour; I just know that every moment would be so much better if it was spent besides him. Every moment away from him is torture. Too bad he hates me now.

Cannot Wait

<3 <3

Softball is what makes my heart beat

Jenni Finch - I wish I could be nearly as talented as you

We go out and work hard. We play this game with emotion and love. Coach always says ‘Emotionally, physically, mentally -- come to the field prepared.’ Because if you don’t bring that to the field, you’re going to get beat.

--Laura Berg, outfield, Team USA

We’re prepared, and we’ve done everything we can to prepare for this moment in time. That’s what confidence is all about.

--Lisa Fernandez, pitcher, Team USA

Stefani Joanne Angelina Germanotta

You are my hero and I honestly cannot believe how inspirational you are. Honestly those five words changed my life knowing more about you. I swear, if I could be one person it would be you, not for the fame, not for the money, but to be able to say those five words with all my heart and to not care how many people call me crazy, stupid names. Those five words got me through freshman year and will do the same this year.

Look at me now, bitch.

Love, Hate, and Geometry

A is in love with B but B loves C while C is dating D and D is cheating on C with E.

Get it? Love is like geometry. Sick triangles that drive people insane while they are just looking for some answers.

"I am in love with a boy who is in love with a girl that hates his guts. It kills me every time he looks at her the way I look at him because I know just how much it hurts. I don't want him to hurt anymore. I don't want to hurt anymore."

Why?

Why do we put ourselves through heart break and pain and suffering just for one person who might never even know who you are? Everyday we realize new things about love (how much it hurts, who we love, why we love) but we never really get answers; not having answers is killing me. I want to know why I am sitting here thinking about one person and about one person alone when I know that they don't even care if I am alive or dead. I need to know why because I need to justify my stupidity for thinking that he actually cared.

Scrabble time with my daddy<3

Awkward

Hi again, 4:35 am now. I am also giving up on grammar. Woohoo! I didn't sleep last night, at all. I never do sleep much. I feel useless. I hate feeling useless. I am just an awkward kid from Jersey who just wants to get those last thoughts out. It is currently a Monday.

WAKE UP WORLD!

Who are you? Is it weird you all know what I look Like now? Well, I don't want to see you, no offense, but I just don't want to know what you look like.

For personal reasons of course. If I am spilling my heart, I don't want to know you.

Hate me yet? No? Most people I've know for this long hate me by now.

Congratulations.

Good night <3

Number 1

What's Good Bro?Its 4:28 a.m. and I can't find the remote. Please Disney Channel, stop making everyone sing, they aren't good.

Why am I doing this?I have no idea.

History Of My Life.Starting this school year, I am going to be a sophomore. Freshman year sucked. Freshman summer, well, so far its pretty much worse. Maybe that's why I'm doing this?

I give this two more blogs.